Did Eve Love Adam Chapter I :
Hello my friends,
should I call you friends! I’ll be faking it, hello beautiful people, if you’re
ugly don’t read this, no come back I’m just kidding you’re beautiful too but
poor which is worse than being ugly J you will think the reason that I’m
writing this is because I’m crazy, drunk or depressed.
believe me
I’m not, it’s Monday 28/02/2022 02:41am... I don’t really know me anymore I’m lost,
am I really lost or just trying to get lost ? a lot of questions with no
answers , sometimes I have answers act like I don’t because it’s not what I want to understand, of course you’re
going say I’m lying to myself but I’m
not, I’m looking for better answers, it’s different , trying to find better
answers to satisfy my brain , not me but my dead emotions ( I swear I’m not depressed ) a masculine
part of me telling me with a deep male voice “close this fucking laptop and go
to sleep you don’t miss her it was just like all of them… next”.
My sensitive
part telling me “man just accept it you miss her, go do something to get her
back” and the last part which is the one that I like the most the archive part
telling me actually it not telling anything it has different way of talking with me , flashbacks … a lot of flashbacks , good
and bad but with the same answer … all of this seems ok “it is what it is” shit I like this sentence but the only question that came to my mind is
WHY … why her , why me , why us.. why why why lokan endi lfrada hahahah only
Moroccans will understand this weird sentence.
A lot of things
changed in my life some positively and some negatively, learned some easy
lessons the hard way, and it seems God chose a path for me to learn things the
hard way, it’s my way of living.
Anyway, back
to the lesson of life101 the shortcut of that class is “if you want to pass it
with an AA is … wait bring your favorite note book or be ready to take pictures
whatever, NEVER GIVE 100% IN THE FIRST 20% in other meaning DON’T RUSH“ yes
buddy take it easy probably you’re saying it’s easy you’re stupid but noooo I’m
not, I’m just following my way of life learning the hard way and getting my ass
kicked before adding a new lesson to my life101 class. the most important thing
is that I passed that lesson , speaking of passing lessons and exams, I forgot
to tell you guys my life school has an exam for each lesson not class and not
semester so I should be ready 24/7 the
teachers are assholes (with all my
respect) they don’t believe in something called schedule they can wake up and
then BINGO YOU HAVE EXAM this is how it works in my school , that’s why I’m the
only student , this school has a very generous donators that always keep
sending love, mental and financial support normally donators prefer to stay
anonym but I’m going to introduce them, MR dad , MRS mom and MESSRS little brothers
which I want to thank them from the bottom of my heart for their supports and
beliefs to the school.
(Breathing
heavily) so where should I start or in a better way what do you want to hear
guys come on tell me, yes yes you beautiful lady in the back oh you want to
know my love story you mean my one-sided love story hahahah I don’t know how to
describe it, is it a love story, acting story or not even a story I don’t know.....
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